A letter for you

Dear Apurva,

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I don’t even know where to begin... I’ve carried this guilt with me every single day, and I needed you to see my heart — even if my words fail me. This is me, trying to explain the weight of what I’ve done. Please flip the page.
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The truth

The Apology

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I keep replaying everything in my head — every moment I let you down, every time you needed me and I wasn’t really there. The guilt sits heavy in my chest, and I hate that I made you carry pain that was never yours to carry. I am so, so sorry.
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Where I failed

The Mistakes

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December keeps haunting me. I was there, but I wasn’t really there. I was distracted, blind, wrapped up in my own world while you were hurting alone. I’ll never forgive myself for those days — for letting you feel unseen when you deserved to be held.
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Where I failed

The Mistakes

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December keeps haunting me. I was there, but I wasn’t really there. I was distracted, blind, wrapped up in my own world while you were hurting alone. I’ll never forgive myself for those days — for letting you feel unseen when you deserved to be held.
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Not taking care

Unseen & Unhelped

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Not taking care of you... not helping you... I abandoned you when you needed a safe place to land. I left you to figure everything out alone, and I am so deeply sorry. You deserved better. You deserved me.
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The Priority

The priority you deserved

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You should have been my everything. Instead, I made you feel like an option. I didn’t give you the priority, the love, the gentleness you deserved. I am so sorry for every second you felt unloved because of me.
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The Priority

The priority you deserved

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You should have been my everything. Instead, I made you feel like an option. I didn’t give you the priority, the love, the gentleness you deserved. I am so sorry for every second you felt unloved because of me.
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Looking forward

Can we start again?

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I can’t undo the past. I can’t take back the pain I caused. All I can do is carry this guilt and try, every day, to become someone worthy of your forgiveness. Will you please forgive me?
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